Highs:
1. Spending time with friends - Some of my best days are spent with my friends. Doing nothing. Just visiting. I love those times.
2. Leaving Cato - Just...wasn't for me. I am content with my decision.
3. Doing this blog - I have enjoyed getting to know you and myself better this month! Thanks for the awesome idea!! :)
4. Going to Church - Haven't been there in over a month, it was nice to go...the one time I did this month.
5. Ivy Imogen being born - Even though I haven't met her yet, I am glad she exists in the world. She has made it a cuter place for sure!
6. Having my "secret" Saturday off - Having one Saturday off in...I don't even know when was very nice. It was nice to spend it with you and your crazy family. Ha!
Lows:
1. Feeling so lost and confused - For the past month, more than any other month I have felt so worried and lost about where I am going in my life. About my career mostly. And about not being able to find any inspiration for anything. Wanting to do photography, but not know what to do. And when I don't know what to do, I do nothing. Which is the worst thing I could do. So frustrating!!
2. My bad skin - It is driving me crazy! I feel so self conscious! Come on, face skin! Get your shit together!
3. Seeing my mom sad - The man that she was recently seeing for a couple of months recently broke up with her. For a dumb reason. Men are stupid. She was really sad. And when that beautiful woman is sad, I am sad.
4. Feeling incompetent at work - We have changed a lot of things that we have to do (photography wise), and it is very frustrating. We got used to doing things a certain way, and it is almost like it has changed completely. Having to remember how everything we are supposed to do is too much sometimes. But, you do what you can I guess. And being there a year and a half, I feel like I should have certain things down by now, and I don't always feel like I do. I want to do my best. I ADORE photography and moments and I want to give these people the best experience possible. It is just hard sometimes when you do not feel very confident in what you are doing.
5. Mockingjay - I still haven't finished it. I have a month left. I will though. Last minute as always. Ha!
Well, there were more highs than lows, that I could think of. So that's good!
It's been really fun doing this with you!! I can't wait for the next one! I definitely want to do it again! Maybe we could make up our own questions next time! That would be cool!
Till next time, friend!
- Cobb
So, I typed and submitted mine without reading yours first. Oddly enough, we had numbers 1, 2, and 4 in common on the Lows. I didn't necessarily write all those down, but I struggled with each one of those this weekend.
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