hmmm...
I definitely want to be healthier. I don't want to keep it in my mind that I want to be "thin" cause that is not important. The media is constantly making women feel like they need to look like the models in the magazine, when those models don't even look like that themselves. And even thinner women still have issues and insecurities with their bodies. And as bigger women, we are constantly made to feel less than, and....gross...if I am being blunt about it.
But we arn't gross...we are beautiful...we all are! HA!
I want to improve my health. That's it. I know that if I can do that I will feel better about myself. No matter how big or small I am, if I feel healthy and clean and confident in myself I know that the number on the scale will mean nothing. I have NEVER been a confident person. But I feel at some point I was starting to get somewhat confident, and now I have little to no confidence. I know what happened, it was stress. Stress from the divorce, stress from school, I just stopped caring. I could eat ramen noodles everyday forever and not give a crap. And sugar. All the sugary goodie treats. But I am just slowing killing my body and my spirit. And I want to get back on track to a healthier and happier me.
- Cobb
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