Class, more like ASS!

Shit Tard,


I am sitting in class. People are giving presentations and i hope that my typing is not too loud. But, at the same time, i dont care. Also, i am getting tired of capitalizing some of my words. like I...and the beginnings of my sentences. so....i will stop now. get over it. You dont teach english anymore. haha!

the hairspray news went all the way to NEW YORK?!?!?! WHATTT?!?! that is insane. and wonderful at the same time. what does blackball mean? other than what it obviously means....

nvm..ill look it up. i dont need you.

there is literally no reason for me to be here right now. my space bar seems really loud and i am trying to keep it as quiet as possible. i should just start banging on my keyboard. baha!

i need to take more photos. and i need a cloudy day. and models. ugh. i hate having to rely on weather and people.

i like big mutts and i cannot lie. you other bitches cant deny. that when a dog walks in with an ity bitt face and a long tongue in your face you get licked.

thats right.

instead of studying yesterday i finished Allegiant ( that damn book...i am still kind of upset. it was good though).  and then i watched Catching Fire!!! and behind the scenes stuff! which is so amazing. i love stuff like thaaaaaaat!

im glad you get to see your stupid ass boyfriends during your stupid ass spring break.
i just realized that i typed "boyfriendS"...and im gonna leave it, because you're a whore.

loveyouBYE.

What the Eff is My Life?

Wanna hear a current event? TOO BAD! You're getting one anyway! 

As you know, but our fake followers that I made up in my head to make me feel better don't, our production of Hairspray was cancelled for insanely stupid reasons. Long story short, people in the freaking state of New York were pissed about it and were going to blackball the school. (lol...blackball) Anyway, we're back in rehearsal mode since we're re-allowed to do the show! AND I AM EXHAUSTED! How is this "current events," you may ask? We were on the news! Twice! Yay, controversy!

I'm super excited, but also scared at the same time. So, I'm making a list of oxymoronic things that are happening/have happened this week (emphasis on the "moronic" part). 

1. WAY excited about the show starting back up; also afraid it won't live up to the hype.

2. Got my phone stolen. Was mad. Got new phone that I like better anyway.

3. Went on field trip to Graceland and had fun; field trip was on a Thursday for some stupid reason, so had to come to school today. 

4. Free cake at lunch today; on a diet.

5. Spring Break starts this afternoon; this afternoon is refusing to get here. 

6. Tomorrow is Saturday; have Thai class, 4 hours of rehearsal, 1.5 hour round-trip drive to Memphis, then a movie date with your ugly face. 

There's no picture of that on google images, so just picture it in your tiny brain.

Later.

- Bowman

Its gonna be random again. Get over it.

Ballface,

Its 12:32 in the morning. I am listening to deep and emotional indie music on Pandora. Right now the song is "Bones" by Ben Howard. You should look it up and listen to it while you read this. GO! DO IT! ITLL BE FUN! Ha.

Anyways, I dont have anything specific to talk about...Hi there...

I need to keep a journal  more. Its so interesting to go back through some old ones i have and read my thoughts. I want to be able to do that for a long time. I dont want to forget anything, ya know?

Song now is "A Drop in the Ocean" by Ron Pope. Look that up now instead!!

Do you have any nervous things that you do, that you notice you do without thinking about it? I do. I dont know if it is "nerves" really...idk what they would be called. Biting my nails is one....i havent bit them like this since i was 16. STOP REBECCA!! I also pick at bumps on my shoulders...like acne...and that just creates more. And i also run my fingers through my scalp...constantly. Jeez.

Did you enjoy that? is this pleasant for you? are you enjoying yourself?

I dont look people in the eye a lot. Just a random thought that popped into my head. When i meet someone new mainly. I look at them for a split second, then i look away. I dont know why. Maybe i dont want them to see me staring into their soul...cause ya know...Im an artist....we do that... HA!

Look at you not having school at all this week. I do hope you get to rehearse at some point though. That would suck to get behind.

Song now: "Half Acre" by HEM. LISTEN TO THIS ONE!!!!! PLEASE!!!! YOU'LL LIKE IT!!

"Do you carry every sadness with you?" - a line from the song. ha!

well.....i guess i'll give your eyes a rest. Go rest them on BREAKING BAD,  YA DINGDONG!!

This is the face i am giving you.....im gonna go Walter White on yo ass!